In a couple of minutes I'm gonna trip on some lovely Benadryl.
This reminds me of how I'm trying to 'stay away' from it lately, because, in the beginning, I was really over-doing it.
In the beginning, I would get ridiculously large amounts of Dryl on my system. When when I say ridiculously large, I do mean it, believe me. At some point, I really thought my heart would come to a total stop. Then I decided it was time to slow down things a little.
My usual "Benadryl routine" was to trip at least once a week, with pretty high doses. I often would trip twice a week. I started to get real thin, because I couldn't eat a thing while on it. I wanted to, but couldn't. My sleeping times got pretty irregular and my vision was starting to get really fucked up (as if it wasn't already). So, I decided it was enough, for some time.
And stayed clean out of it for three months straight. I waited three months because I wanted to clean out of my system a little. I started to eat more healthy things like fruits and drink even more juice than I used to. Also my sleeping times got more regular and well adjusted.
When these three months were over, I decided that I would still take it, but, only once a month, or only once every two months. And it's working pretty fine actually. The trips are being way more pleasant now that I'm giving a long time between them.
Good part of my 'abuse' was due to a thing that I like to call 'anxiety', that's pretty huge on me. Anxious to see what more Dryl could give me, I couldn't wait much to take the next dose. But now that I know how it goes, I can slow down.
OK, so, hm, just wanted to share this with you all *haha* I don't know why.
Have a good night fellas and happy trips, highs and everything else!
PS: I'm growing my own Morning Glories =D I'm so excited!
mood: soon to be high
music: The Bee Gees - Nights on Broadway