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Now I'm clean, now I ain't *lol* (I just wanted to share some thoughts)
In a couple of minutes I'm gonna trip on some lovely Benadryl.

This reminds me of how I'm trying to 'stay away' from it lately, because, in the beginning, I was really over-doing it.

In the beginning, I would get ridiculously large amounts of Dryl on my system. When when I say ridiculously large, I do mean it, believe me. At some point, I really thought my heart would come to a total stop. Then I decided it was time to slow down things a little.

My usual "Benadryl routine" was to trip at least once a week, with pretty high doses. I often would trip twice a week. I started to get real thin, because I couldn't eat a thing while on it. I wanted to, but couldn't. My sleeping times got pretty irregular and my vision was starting to get really fucked up (as if it wasn't already). So, I decided it was enough, for some time.

And stayed clean out of it for three months straight. I waited three months because I wanted to clean out of my system a little. I started to eat more healthy things like fruits and drink even more juice than I used to. Also my sleeping times got more regular and well adjusted.

When these three months were over, I decided that I would still take it, but, only once a month, or only once every two months. And it's working pretty fine actually. The trips are being way more pleasant now that I'm giving a long time between them.

Good part of my 'abuse' was due to a thing that I like to call 'anxiety', that's pretty huge on me. Anxious to see what more Dryl could give me, I couldn't wait much to take the next dose. But now that I know how it goes, I can slow down.

OK, so, hm, just wanted to share this with you all *haha* I don't know why.

Have a good night fellas and happy trips, highs and everything else!


PS: I'm growing my own Morning Glories =D I'm so excited!

mood: high soon to be high
music: The Bee Gees - Nights on Broadway

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marciaisbetter From: marciaisbetter Date: January 5th, 2008 04:21 am (UTC) (link)
damn, that stuff can be really extreme.
i would like it way more if it didn't make me physically feel like shit.
ukiby_chan From: ukiby_chan Date: January 5th, 2008 05:53 am (UTC) (link)
Yep >.<

It makes my body feel awful too. So different from when I took that hit of acid. I felt great the next day. So rested. I wanna do it again!!
From: thelostforevers Date: January 5th, 2008 04:50 am (UTC) (link)
BENADRYL???

really?
ukiby_chan From: ukiby_chan Date: January 5th, 2008 05:54 am (UTC) (link)
Yep. Once I never had any contacts to get 'real' psychoactive drugs, that's how I get around *haha*

At least, soon I'll get some Morning Glory seeds that won't destroy my stomach and/or fuck up with my heart.
mind_eclipse From: mind_eclipse Date: July 3rd, 2008 09:55 am (UTC) (link)
Benadryl? I can't really stand that stuff. Would you even call that a "trip?"...I wonder if there could be long-term effects from OD'ing Benadryl. I might try Morning Glories, for a psychedelic experience. Likely, nothing will happen tho.

But really, I'd lay off the benedryl it can cause some nasty intense hallucinations. The main thing is u can't distinguish them at all from reality compared to other hallucinations.
not sure what causes the Delirium...I've taken some in the past and it's caused me to get flushed, naeuseos, and then later on in the day some very very loud audio hallucinations and voices.


ukiby_chan From: ukiby_chan Date: July 4th, 2008 12:25 am (UTC) (link)
Yeah, I've been slowing down on it more and more, specially now that I'm getting access to things that are way less 'harmful', like mushrooms and LSD.

And, like you said, it's really hard to tell what's real and what's not, but, for some time, I thought that was the 'fun part' of it all. Silly me. Well, that's life I guess: you live, make mistakes, and learn from them.

But you aren't the first person that tells me to kick this habit, and, believe me, I'm doing my best to avoid this. The only thing I search for is a type a type of enlightment, and now I'm learning the Dryl isn't the right path. It kind of helped, I have to admit, but it isn't the right thing to do.
pinkealing From: pinkealing Date: July 26th, 2008 11:07 pm (UTC) (link)
I've heard of taking Benadryl before to trip, but how much do you have to take? And which one?
ukiby_chan From: ukiby_chan Date: July 27th, 2008 02:17 pm (UTC) (link)
Geez... it veries a lot, really. I almost always need some really high dose to get any effect, while some friends of mine freak ou with the lowest dosage possible. Benadryl is really 'unstable' when it comes to dosage + who's taking it.

I guess that the best I could do for you is to direct you to this: http://www.erowid.org/pharms/diphenhydramine/diphenhydramine.shtml The info here is pretty accurate, and there are some 'dosage table' you can use as a guide.
sofidalin From: sofidalin Date: December 10th, 2008 09:41 pm (UTC) (link)
whoa man that so is like me with tussin, i did exactly the same thing.I was wondering what is this trip on Benadryl like? like how much do u take and isnt benadryl just some like asprin shit? sry for my ignorance.
ukiby_chan From: ukiby_chan Date: December 11th, 2008 01:40 pm (UTC) (link)
Well, everything you need to know about Ben is here: http://www.erowid.org/pharms/diphenhydramine/diphenhydramine.shtml

Although, I do not recommend the use of this, really. I mean, the first three hours is all "Weeeeee! I'm trippin' real good!", but the next four hours is all "I want to sleep, I want it to go away >.<"

The next day, well, the hangover isn't that nice either. But, it's a nice experience to do once, even twice. But I don't think anyone should overdo it (like I did). There are better things in the world, like DXM. DXM is so much better.
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